The missing blog entries following the pitiful epitaph have been found. (I heart my computer!)
Enjoy. (PS I'm picking up my apartment and doing laundry today in hopes of finally taking pictures of meine haus for you. Expect them soon.)
Saturday afternoon
Life is much easier when one decides to get a grip and get to work. Taking a deep breath and relaxing just allowed me to wallow, and although wallowing might taste good as you down a third glass of Nestle Quik, it doesn’t solve the problem at hand. Instead, I got off of my bum, dug in my heels, and got to work by shopping. Retail therapy really works for me and since Germany (as far as I can tell) only takes cash I didn’t do any permanent damage.
In fact, the only real impulse buys were a bathrobe (one worthy of Joseph… you know, technicolor) and a new lip balm. That is mighty impressive and, as everyone knows, one can never have too many lip balms. I think Germany is going to be a new testing ground for lip balm research and I am certainly the person for it.
All of the shopping here is individualized so I went to IKEA (hamper, bathrobe, bathmat, scrub brush, three trashcans-so I can sort my rubbish as the Deutsch do), 2000 Blume (flower pots so I can grow the seeds from Amanda and Adam’s wedding), Shlecker (laundry detergent, nail polish remover, cotton balls, conditioner, lip balm), Media Markt (blow dryer and straightening iron), and a bookstore whose name I can’t remember for some postcards, a map of Berlin, and a German/English dictionary. I’m enjoying choosing new things and putting together a flat. In fact, I like to set up reward systems for myself (I’m such a teacher!), and I’ve decided when I get my first paycheck I’m going to IKEA and splurging on a new comforter. The Germans use comforters which are not big enough to cover the whole bed, but I want a luxurious, fluffy, extra warm, bed covering- it is a good reward.
Now I’m off to meet some of the other new teachers for dinner. I’ll be careful with the menu tonight. I certainly don’t want to relive the Great Leber Catastrophe of 2007.
(Note:C ongratulations to Julia and Josh! I wish I could be there celebrating with you- wait, I’m am-ish.. Pictures will be posted at a later date.)
Tuesday
Things are going well. My German is slightly improving. In fact, yesterday I was walking down the sidewalk and heard a bike behind me (BTW. v. dangerous to walk down sidewalks in Berlin) I moved to the left to let it pass me by, and the rider must have had the same idea. We were caught in the move from one side to the other side dance and I laughed and said, “I’m sorry.” He said, “No problem.” As he passed by I felt like victory because I had a whole conversation in German… well, two sentences at least.
Wednesday
I think I’m regressing to my college self. When I first went to Centre I was so homesick, but felt better as I gained friends and had activities to keep me occupied. The same is true now I feel pretty bummed when alone, but as I go explore the town with my new teacherfriends, I feel happy. I know I should have more internal self-esteem, but too often I feel best when others want to spend time with me or praise my efforts. It is childlike, but I think this change has brought several insecurities to light.
Hillary, another new teacher, is saying with me right now until her apartment is vacated. It is nice to have the company for basic chat. Somehow life is just better with companionship. This is remarkably philosophical coming from someone who
needs her alone time (like a baby needs her blanket. Fergie is SO inspiring, right?) And I really need my alone time.
Friday
The challenges of living in a foreign country persist. Today I thought about doing some baking, but since I’m still not sure about the gas oven or my measurement conversions, I though it would be best to buy a brownie mix. How badly could I mess it up? Apparently, pretty badly. I learned, however, that translating brownie mix directions (even with a great Deutsch/Englisch dictionary) can cause a person to create billows of smoke and a pan of something resembling burnt chocolate kisses. They tasted quite awful too…